Its my birthday today so I would like to share a couple things with you about my special day,besides the fact that my poor beloved mum was in argony today and I thank her and tell her every day that I love her and I am glad she wanted me so I can have a life,.I love you mum and dad too,.
Also on this day 8 years ago I gave up smoking and even though I have no regrets It took me 2 years to get over it and spent many days with such a deep depression that I amaze myself that I am still here , there were many times that I would go swimming in the late and swim out to far and remember that I had to swim back., I also gained 20 klos which was the icing on the cake for me who had always been slim and never on a diet, I got so angry with myself I couldn't look at myself for a few years after that,. I am glad that I stopped smoking and was able to play with nieces and other kids but I was fat now and trying to deal with that as well as being depressed I was not a happy chappy for awhile until someone told me how my skin looked lovely from not smoking and that made such a difference in my life that the weight thing was pushed to the back of my mind,.The next few years was spent dealing with health issues with family and Glenn that I forgot about me,.
Now I have lost the 20 klos and only started on a diet early Nov last year because I had bad ankles and couldn't walk because of the sugar in my feet so I had to stop eating so much and after 7 months I have done it, I need to lose 3 more and I am the same wait I was when I married Glenn 28 years ogo, how cool is that,.,,and I am just loving myself soooooooooooo much these days, I can feel my ribs and hips which have been lost for such a long time,.lol

I made this little peg dolly for that special birthday candle and she is for sale at my Madeit Shop go have a look at all the new dollies that are for sale there,.

thanks for stopping by love yahhhhhhhhhh

good night Glenda,.,.,.,